5 Months Already?

I can't believe that it has been 5 months and 12 hours since I lost the love of my life, my soulmate.
Every day brings new problems, new tears, new fears....
without you by my side, John, what am I to do anymore?

People keep telling me I have my whole life ahead of me, and you know what? The next time they do, I'm going to say what I've been thinking this whole time - so did he.


I get my stitches out tomorrow, but I'm still non-weightbearing for about another 6 weeks. School starts next week.

I wish there was a way to greet the sky and stay there forever.